...And then there is her...

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Women have a psychology as layered and of depth as the space between
space and earth's core. Now i may not be giving a very good analogy
here, but there's no denying the fact that women are immensely
difficult to get the hang of. And the last thing you need is one
telling you to have a break of one month when the suspect in
consideration has been talking to her fiance for the last couple of
years... What brings such a drastic and sudden change in attitude of
this particular case is not in my comprehension. But i can at least
try to analyze the situation here and run a background check on
whether there is any possibility of getting to the bottom of the
situation at hand by analyzing certain facts and past data... I'm
making this sound like a problem in a competitive exam! Never mind the
eccentricity of my analogies and lets get to the case.

How clear is the avoidance of the acceptance of the fact that she
loves me. I say acceptance in the sense that she has never till date
talked about LOVE, in any form. She does express her likeness for me
and my personality often and on many occasions i've felt passion in
her words. I've even noticed feelings of longing and loneliness, but
so rare are such moments that i still am getting used to some of her
emotions.

Coming to her feelings, what i've felt in my two years of talking to
her, pouring my daily life into words and letting her know of the
mundane routines of life, is that she is a very touchy, sensitive, and
at times stubborn, girl. One might think that being in a very
responsible position of elder in her family and a loving daughter to
her hard-working father would be a daunting task, considering she
belongs to a - i shouldn't say - lower middle class family of the
urban area. Did i say daunting? Its excruciatingly painful at times,
and i can imagine living a life full of hopes and wishes, only to
dream of new hopes and wishes with the rising of every new sun..

Add to the already tough life depicted above the unofficial engagement
of her's to her first cousin, she would definitely hope of big things
from him. She would be hoping for a promising future and a supportive
yet protective life-partner. She would also hope for a male
counter-part who can support not only her in her practical life but
also her crowding siblings, God bless them all, they're all so adorable!

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