Her majesty, Princess X!

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For long have I pondered over nature's incomprehensible yet - there's
no other word for it - B-E-A-utiful (as Jim Carrey would put it!)
skill to create facial features and a stature so glamorous YET
innocent, mature YET cute, and hearty, down-to-earth personality with
the stubbornness of an Iraqi POW held in contempt by the FBI for
information pertaining to the act of threatening of the nation's
integrity and security.

Maybe its not nature's work I'm seeing here, maybe this is what God is
all about! This HAS to have a higher and divine power at play. God
bless us all! Its Ramadan, too! Hope this counts for something.
Anyways!... Where was I...

Ah! The matter I specifically want this particular piece of text to be
about is her. Her Majesty, Queen of my heart, Princess of a
fairy-tale, X!
eff the cell blogging.. I write so much and phushh! One touch of a
button and phusssh!

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...And then there is her...

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Women have a psychology as layered and of depth as the space between
space and earth's core. Now i may not be giving a very good analogy
here, but there's no denying the fact that women are immensely
difficult to get the hang of. And the last thing you need is one
telling you to have a break of one month when the suspect in
consideration has been talking to her fiance for the last couple of
years... What brings such a drastic and sudden change in attitude of
this particular case is not in my comprehension. But i can at least
try to analyze the situation here and run a background check on
whether there is any possibility of getting to the bottom of the
situation at hand by analyzing certain facts and past data... I'm
making this sound like a problem in a competitive exam! Never mind the
eccentricity of my analogies and lets get to the case.

How clear is the avoidance of the acceptance of the fact that she
loves me. I say acceptance in the sense that she has never till date
talked about LOVE, in any form. She does express her likeness for me
and my personality often and on many occasions i've felt passion in
her words. I've even noticed feelings of longing and loneliness, but
so rare are such moments that i still am getting used to some of her
emotions.

Coming to her feelings, what i've felt in my two years of talking to
her, pouring my daily life into words and letting her know of the
mundane routines of life, is that she is a very touchy, sensitive, and
at times stubborn, girl. One might think that being in a very
responsible position of elder in her family and a loving daughter to
her hard-working father would be a daunting task, considering she
belongs to a - i shouldn't say - lower middle class family of the
urban area. Did i say daunting? Its excruciatingly painful at times,
and i can imagine living a life full of hopes and wishes, only to
dream of new hopes and wishes with the rising of every new sun..

Add to the already tough life depicted above the unofficial engagement
of her's to her first cousin, she would definitely hope of big things
from him. She would be hoping for a promising future and a supportive
yet protective life-partner. She would also hope for a male
counter-part who can support not only her in her practical life but
also her crowding siblings, God bless them all, they're all so adorable!

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Relationships and stuff...

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It becomes a fad after a while, blogging does. One starts posting and
then keeps at it for a short period but as soon as there's a break in
tempo of regular posting things tend to get lazy. Then there's also
the blogger's block.

After all, there is no way that X isn't missing me, too! I wouldn't be
blogging if it wasn't for X to abandon me...

X once said I'm very possessive and demanding... But I'm honest and
caring, too. Isn't that what relationships are supposed to be about?!
About demanding a little affection and appreciation for the care and
always positive attitude one has for the other.. About asking the
other about how's the day going and whether life's good or not every
now and then... What else do you want from a relationship!!!?

I hope no one minds me saying I'm confused. Later.

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Long time no see!

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Its been some time that I visited this place. Not quite sure what I am here for though. Maybe for spilling out some things that need to be spilled, or some other mundane reason that's incomprehensible by my distracted mind right now.

Last few days have been average, I'd rather say I've had better days in my life. But then not everyday is a sundae, meaning to say that not every day can be the best one, or the ffit one..

I often also think that these days I am tending to think a bit more towards the radicalism of life and its constituents.

Someone has recently stopped talking to me. Not in a negative way, more like a break. I was thinking along the lines of the particular someone - let's for convenience' sake we call this particular someone X - being bored maybe from us talking too much everyday on and on about the simple and ambient things in everyday life..

I mean...! Just imagine X telling me its inappropriate to talk to each other, when we have been doing this and much more over the past 2 years, that's two long years!! And to say that we may, imagine the cynical look on my face - wait, you can't so just imagine I thought of it as cynical -talk in a month or so is, well, tiring! What other word can I use here...

Anyways, X's cruelness and vaguely stupendous remarks aside, right now I'm being Swept away by Yanni.

That, and fasting, along with the pressure of financing two repeat subjects has bogged my mind a little these days. I pray I get through this with Allah Almighty's blessings and help.

More on being spiritual and KT Tunstall later...

mobile rant 2

Come to think of it! I haven't been writing in ages... To be honest,
which i no doubt usually am, i haven't... BLURTED OUT... so to
speak... in quite some time now i think. How about the current issue
of... Me.
07:41am Wed 12-08-2009
I don't know What's with me. If someone comes to know of my nocturnal
behavior it would be hard not to think of bats and hyenas... Hyenas
are nocturnal, too, i think! Anyways this how my normal days during
holidays go... l8r!
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